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[26 Sep 2002|03:02pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Oh my god, I feel like SHIT. I've been puking all morning and my head is pounding. I fucking hate this. And I have to work tonight! It's only for two hours, but it's still going to suck an incredible amount of ass. I wish I had a job where I could just call in sick. But no, I have to call everyone I work with and ask them to cover for me and I work with assholes so no one ever covers for anyone. Even when I hurt my knee really badly last month and I was crying my eyes out and I couldn't walk at all, no one covered for me. Blah.

Um.. in the "Underneath It All" video, what the fuck is on Gwen Stefani's head when she's riding the bike? Fucking weirdo.

Um... ok I think I'm gonna go throw up now.
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[25 Sep 2002|04:07pm]
This hurts like hell.
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[24 Sep 2002|08:08am]
[ mood | hungry ]

Taking Back Sunday is such a good fucking band. Mmm.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happened
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I won't ever ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me.
why cant i feel anything from anyone other than you?
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[23 Sep 2002|10:53am]
I was FREEZING as I laid in bed last night, and all I could think about was how bad I wanted someone to wrap their arms around me and keep me warm.
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i'm lookin like a fool again [20 Sep 2002|12:20pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Last night sucked. I was on my way over to a friend's house, and all of the sudden, I pulled over and threw up. I came home after that, but I felt fine. I ended up watching lame movies until 5am. Bah.

I took a survey..Collapse )
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introducing the newest member of the u.s. air force [16 Sep 2002|06:39pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

I just got back from Phoenix. On April 1st, I leave for basic training in San Antonio. After that, I go to Keesler Air Force Base in Mississippi (blah) for 15 weeks for tech school. From there, I find out where I'm gonna get stationed.

I'm so excited.

Oh by the way, I'm gonna be an air traffic controller. That's what the tech school is for... duh.

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[15 Sep 2002|01:27pm]
I just found out that my brother got robbed at gunpoint the other day while delivering pizzas.
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[15 Sep 2002|11:59am]
[ mood | okay ]

Going up to Phoenix for Meps tonight. Yepyep. I'm staying in a hotel and coming home tomorrow night, but I told my work I'd be staying two nights so I got Tuesday off too. w0rd. I hate my job.

I'm such a dork. When I think about basic training, I don't get scared of all the normal things, like getting yelled at and not passing and getting recycled, etc. I get scared of having to take a shit in a bathroom that I have to share with EVERYONE. Or having to change my tampon in the middle of some big field exercise or something.


I just wanna leave. After what happened yesterday, I would get on a plane right now if I could. But no, I have to wait. At least tomorrow I will find out exactly when I leave. Good stuff yo.

I'm gonna go take a shower or something.
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[13 Sep 2002|01:46pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

I just watched The Flintstones in Viva Rock Vegas. That is such a cute movie!! Haha, I know I'm a dork, but damn I love that movie.

I had a really great time last night. I love my life right now. That's probably because I haven't worked in two days. I'll hate my life again by the end of the night, especially since I work with Matt tonight. Even though I'm totally falling for someone else, Matt still gets to me. God.

Lalala, Captain Crunch rules. And my dog is SO cute. I love Boomer.
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[12 Sep 2002|01:18pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Oh my god, that was the interview from hell. He had to be the meanest person I have ever met in my life. Ugh. I am so glad I didn't get that job.

I cannot get over how mean he was. He made me cry! I waited until I got in my car, of course, but still.. what a fucking asshole.

Anyway.. I LOVELOVELOVE Hawaiian Punch. Has anyone seen Mr Deeds? A water fountain with Hawaiian Punch is seriously all I need in life. But I guess it wouldn't be called a water fountain, it would be called a Hawaiian Punch fountain. Whatever. I want one.
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please tell me that you're just feeling tired [11 Sep 2002|10:42pm]
[ mood | nervous ]

My interview is in twelve hours.. heh, I'm nervous. I went shopping and bought the PERFECT outfit. I really need this job. I have absolutely no money whatsoever. My current job doesn't pay the bills and I hate it more than anything I've ever hated before. Except for when Matt's working, he somehow makes that place okay. But whatever, I'll get over him.

I can't wait until Sunday. That's when I go up to Phoenix for MEPS... I think it stands for Military Entrance Processing Station or something, I dunno. Basically, the air force gets me a bus ticket up to Phoenix and puts me in a hotel. I take a physical and lift weights and piss in a cup. And I also find out my job and swear in. So as of Monday afternoon, I will officially be in the air force. That excites me. I can't wait.

I just wish I could leave for basic training like next week or something, lol. I don't wanna wait until April. But I had to be a fuckup high school dropout and get my GED, so now I have to have 15 college credits before I join. Whatever, I'll have my credits in December.

Wow.. I can't wait until I find out what my job is. I wanna be an in-flight refueler, but I have to be able to lift 70 lbs. I'll try my hardest. To be an air traffic controller, I only have to lift 40. I can do that.

I'm gonna stop thinking about it and try to get some sleep.
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[11 Sep 2002|09:01am]
[ mood | happy ]

My dad and I fixed my car. For now. We put a gallon of water and a funnel in my trunk in case the water gets low again and the car overheats. But I hope that won't happen again. My car is only three years old, and I just barely bought it in May... I don't know much about cars but I do know that that seems a bit too soon to start having problems.

I love my car :D

My neighbors are getting a pool put into their backyard. When my dad and I were working on the car, all the nasty dirty pool guys kept whistling and stuff.. it was rather annoying. They have no shame. I mean, when I see a hot guy working on his car, I'm tempted to go stick my hands down his pants, BUT I DON'T DO IT. I don't make loud noises, I don't go out of my way to be as obnoxious as possible so he'll notice me. I just sit quietly and stare at his hot ass. Why can't pool guys do that?

I wanna go to the gym. I wonder if Christine's awake..
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[11 Sep 2002|05:52am]
I can't believe it's been a year already. It doesn't seem like it. I still remember all the details of that day, it's strange. I guess it's just one one those things, like your grandparents will always know exactly what they were doing when they found out Kennedy was shot, or when they found out about Pearl Harbor.

I guess it's one of those days you can never forget.
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[10 Sep 2002|09:30pm]
[ mood | miserable ]

I wish I hadn't even gotten out of bed this morning. My car is a fucking piece of shit. I just fucking bought it in May, I'm paying $15,000 for it, and now I have to drive my mom's car to work. That's fucking bullshit.

I better get this job. I need it more than I have ever needed anything in my life. I have NO FUCKING MONEY.

And I still need my fucking tuition money soon or my classes are gonna be dropped and I won't get 15 credits and I won't be able to leave for the air force in April and I will be fucked. FUCKED.

I wish I had never bought my car. I shoulda bought that 99 Civic my mom was looking at. WHY AM I STUPID? WHY DID I BUY A STUPID CAVALIER?

Oh, I also wish I never turned Matt down because every time I see him, my heart does little flips and I want to rape him. El fin.
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that's a mighty big word for such a small man [10 Sep 2002|03:57pm]
[ mood | excited ]

I have a job interview on Thursday!!! I'm so excited. I need a new job. I can't afford my car insurance or my cell phone. And now my car (which I've had for FOUR FUCKING MONTHS) is deciding it wants to be gay and not work right. So I'm desperate for money right now. I hopehopehope the interview goes well.
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[09 Sep 2002|01:41pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

So I went down and talked to my recruiter this morning. My ASVAB scores from high school already qualify me for most of the jobs that I want. I go up to MEPS in about a week or two to get my physical. That's when I find out my job. All I know is I am NOT going in open general. (Just so you know, I just typed "genetal" and it made me giggle).

Lala, so my dad is being an ass. I called my mom a few mins ago and asked her if I could have my tuition check today since I need to go down to school and get my transcripts, so I might as well pay for this semester while I'm there. So she tells me to ask my dad for it, and I told her I was scared and I didn't want to, but she made me do it anyway. Thirty seconds later, I was laying on my bed crying while my dad yelled at me.


I need to pay my fucking tuition.. NOW. Does anyone have $512?

Blah, I'm going to the gym. Isn't working out supposed to relieve your period cramps and shit? I hope so cus I wanna rip my uterus out and throw it at the wall right about now.
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[08 Sep 2002|12:53pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Me and Christine are going up to Mt. Lemmon today to ride the skilift. Funfunfun. I hope we don't get attacked by ladybugs.
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[07 Sep 2002|01:45pm]
[ mood | hungover ]

Last night was fun. Good times.

And by the way, my last entry was kind of a joke. I'm not really a slut, lol. I didn't even get ass last night. I hung out with him alone for like 3 hours and all we did was talk and joke around. So yeah, no sluttiness there.

I have a mosquito bite on my ass and it's kind of uncomfortable.

Ok so I really have nothing to talk about so I'm gonna go change my oil.
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this smiley face looks like davey crockett... [06 Sep 2002|07:19pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

While watching a rerun of Sex and the City, I had a realization. I am a slut.

I've had more one-night stands than actual relationships. Way more. I sleep with guys on the first "date". And I don't pursue guys because I want to date them and I wanna hang out with them. I pursue them because I want to fuck them.

Take my current crush, for example. I could never picture actually dating him. That would just be weird. But I shaved, uh, everything this morning because I knew I'd see him tonight.

And let's not forget my wardrobe. I don't think I own a single shirt that keeps my boobs safely in place. I dress like a friggin skank. No wonder I got molested in Mexico.

Now, I don't necessarily have a problem with my sluttiness. At least I know. And I do have standards, so that doesn't make me a complete slut.

Bleh. Whatever.

I hope I get some ass tonight.
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[06 Sep 2002|12:31pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

Last night was so much fun. He's a really good kisser.

I have to work all fucking day today and it sucks. I wouldn't mind working from like 9-5 or something, but working 3-10 just seems like it's wasting my whole day. When I get off work, I'm not gonna have time to get all pretty and stuff for the party, I won't have time to eat.. blah.


But whatever. You gotta do what you gotta do.

I can't wait to see him tonight.
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